Sitting on Santa's Lap
Christmas Pictures with Sorensen Cousins
So then, I wondered what could be next. It needed to be simple, since my skills are so basic. I decided on a pillowcase for Christmas. Well, my simple idea, became complicated when I allowed Roxey to pick out her fabric. She picked out Rudolph because it is the only Christmas movie she has watched. I thought it was cute until I examined it more closely at home. Turns out it was meant to be cut out and made into a book, so it had writing in between the squares. Jord's solution was to simply go with it, but for those of you who know me well, I was not down with that. So I began to cut out the segments, only to find out (and cause me to twitch even more) a few of the squares were bigger than the others. So yes as I pieced them together it was a nightmare to line them up. I tried to relax and just let it go. It turned out cute and the best part of all, Roxey loves it. A new tradition is born, I want to give our kids a pillowcase with Christmas jammies and an advent calendar each year on December 1st. I think I can handle upholding that tradition, just maybe next time I will scrutinize the fabric choice a little more.


Then on Halloween day this meant that I had to fly solo. Roxey had a blast trick or treating, but I think she enjoyed answering the door with me more. Each time the doorbell rang, she would grab my hand and run. It was so cute. In between we watched Monsters Inc. (her favorite show) which I thought was very fitting.
With our family situation, I am really trying to make the best of things. We have been here many times before. I am hoping to stay positive and happy. Like Elder Uchtdorf said I should be happy now and not wait for my golden ticket. Someday I do hope that Jordan will have a stable job, but for now I can be happy that our needs are being met. Yes, these are hard times, but I know I am not alone in two ways. One I know so many who are suffering also, and two I am reassured each day that God is with me.

Tomorrow is my birthday, I can't believe I am 33! YIKES! Jordan works from 9-9 everyday right now, but can have one day off a week. (The dealership is closed Sundays fortunately so we can go to church together!) He decided to have Wednesdays off to be around to help watch Roxey while I teach my ballet class and during mutual night, so we went ahead and celebrated my birthday yesterday. Roxey was very curious and I can't believe how close her birthday is! I wish I could say that I feel wiser, but I think I am just getting older! I have the gray hairs to prove it!
Hope you all had a Happy Halloween and that we can all find many things to be grateful for with Thanksgiving approaching, no matter our circumstances.




